Start Over

I just quit my job. I'm not scared. I've learned my lesson, this time around I've got a new job to go to first. I'm not scared, I am a little uncomfortable when I think about it though.

Halliburton paid me very well, usually. I was by no means a millionaire, but I did realize that debt was going away, while I was simultaneously worrying less & less about what things cost. I must admit it was feeling pretty good, like I was being lured into a lifestyle that isn't meant for me.

The downside to my job was the schedule. 15 days on, and then 6 off. That meant perhaps not even seeing my wife & son for 2 weeks at a time, and only getting to church every third Sunday. As a result, I haven't had a calling or spoken in church in close to two years. Add to this that during those 15 days I was surrounded by those who delighted in all manner of idolatry & pleasures of the flesh. After a few jarring experiences regarding my testimony, my family, & my personal health I began to pray for a way out.

I asked daily for some kind of path to be lit before me, knowing that a cleaner environment with more time at home & church is what the Lord would want of me. During a friendly conversation at the Priesthood session of this most recent General Conference my desires came up, and a job opening was pointed out to me. I've since taken the steps of a resume & interview, and now the job is mine.

The uncomfortable part is that the money isn't going to be as good. The nice part is that the environment will be less, umm, "Sodom & Gomorrah"ish, I will be home on Sundays much more often, and I will be home with my family most nights. The money isn't even really an issue, I was promised in my Patriarchal Blessing that I would always be able to provide for my family if I remain faithful, money is just nice to have & a great temptation tool of the adversary.

Halliburton kept me from a lot of what I hold dear, but I am not bitter towards them. That company filled a need a had, and never told me any different from what it was actually like. In fact, I'm thankful. Being away from my son forced me to never take for granted the time we have together, and I really feel like a better father because of it.

Let's be clear though, I still don't recommend this career path to anybody.